Here is to loving deeper and living louder. Here is to being a friend to the lost. Here is to forgiving yourself and letting those sins rest at a creators feet who can take an make the dust beautiful. Here is to trusting and to allowing love to come into life. Here is to being a better daughter, grand daughter, sister, friend, student, singer, and etc. Here is to allowing God to move and shake my life and make me in His image. Here is to a year of growth and refinement!

“I want adventure in the great wide somewhere. I want it more than I can tell.” I want to be back at college where I am free,

It just happened. What I had always wanted to happen. Happened. He kissed me. But once again my overthinking… I just can’t have that question hanging over my head.. That question being “Is your love or liking even true? Is this fleeting or something you want to last?” And folks I must say… I am pretty fed up and done with the fleeting casual stuff of “let’s hangout”. WHAT.THE.HECK. DOES. THAT. EVEN. MEAN?! I mean…. How do you even freaking dress or prepare for ‘hanging out’. And if you say you are going to hangout don’t buy anything or get car doors… Or confuse women! IF you want a date… MAN UP. CALL IT WHAT IT IS. SAYING….. *gasp* DATE. WIll. NOT. I emphasize the… NOT. KILL. YOU. I promise. It will make a girl like you even more. It will make a woman want to date you more. Long story short… I told him I was confused with what happened he said it was casual and the kiss…. Wasn’t planned it just felt right. And I just don’t know how to feel about that but now we are friends which is still great but sad… What I do know is I want someone to ask me on a date… PLAN to kiss me… AND know if they will still like me and want to make something work.

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I sing along to Blank Space far too aggressively for someone who has a nonexistent list of ex-lovers